Do you want to be nothing?

Do you want to be nothing?
Is that the freedom, the freedom you are seeking?

You want to be nothing
You want to be everything
To die over and over again 
Surrender more and more
Yet become and melt into everything at the same time
For Mother Nature to enter you
Through the root of you 
Like the vines of a tree
Until it fills your shell and there is none of you left

You want none of you left
You want none of you left

Don’t you see
That want that ache that longing 
Even that
Would go
Is the ache and longing the thing you want to allow becoming， to allow dying?
What if you allowed that ache and longing
To fill you
To die through the ache
Rather than do anything to deny it
Where would you be
Oh 

There would be no you 
There would be no .   thing .   
Free free
Dissipated as Everything 
Free free,
Being the freeing

As the space before the nothing

The space before the space 

Shhhhhh.....

*2018